Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Back to blog

Was busy with my sisters marraige so dint write anything plus to add to it I have startd my own community. so no time for creative writing. anyway I have shifted most of my astrological writings from this blog to community. Still I am going to use it as reference, I ll be writing about individual stars now that is more precise now. I think I am at a point where I can separate the aggregate nakshatra from the individual star. So next few posts will be about few important stars

Friday, November 14, 2008

Present that became past

I was talking to karun just now and I recalled all the past things...the months of jan-feb-.......
Those were such fun months for me. I had a blast in those days. 2008 will be remembered by me especially for those days. I am going to cache them forever. I still remember the days. There was a community on orkut called as "Zone in heaven" it was run by a strict mod called "podiyan" heheh....later it just disappeared like smoke in air. The profiles gone...community gone....sad.
I met many friends in ZIH and then in Vedic forum many of whom I still have contact with on regular basis. Karun is one of them...he helps me with community now...I must say he has brought the community up..than me. I would like to thank Karun for doing the same. He is incredibly helpful and astonishingly nice to me(Hes vrischik lagna :O).
It is so different situation than that I would have encountered on 14th jan 2008. Very different.
Its so noticeable that the present changes into past so quickly. We boast of living in present but forget that all our presents become past and then we never know when we start living in our pasts.
Its unbelievable how the wheels of time change. Nothing remains same, every relationship every acquaintance has a expiry which we don't know. We go about taking for granted people oblivious to the fact that the expiry of the persons time with us is somewhere near. The ignorance is bliss sure also it is essential for healthy living.
Living in present, in the moment we never actually grasp our moments being past.......and when we never realise that we are living in past....................
Very nice song of same meaning

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Back to solitude

Well a friend had reversed an important decision he took. He has repudiated on his stand he had few months ago. Now I am wondering whether everyone has to repudiate sometime of his life?
Anyway post to update on my life turns. Well the friends that I had in march/April have dispersed to follow their own fortune. So again I am I originally was blissful in solitude. Its not like I live as a loner psycho freak :P. But certainly anyone can tell that I am not that much interested in socialising at all. I still have few friends who come and go.
Recently I met with a friend after 4 years. He was with me in junior college later I went to engineering college he went to pharmacy college,so had no contact with him. All of sudden he scraped me on orkut and asked about astrology. Then scraps became chats and then actual meetings. It feels nice to meet old friends again. Old is nice but still new is dreadful. I don't like to make new friends at all. Don't know but all my friends themselves forwarded friendship I dint never. Its not that I feel anxiety of rejection, nobody ignores me(at least nobody has till now) still I just don't talk to people. I am not going to take crunch of planets to justify my behavior now.
Well I was waiting for an exam in late October. The exam was computer based and there was some problem with connections. So we were waiting. There complete strangers were chatting and cracking jokes like anything. As if they knew each other for years :O. After the supervisor called for exam everyone was as if this never happened :O. Whats this? temporary friendship or just cordiality?Even there I met an old friend. Don't know why I am meeting my old friends after 4 years :P. We didn't have much time there to talk still managed to squeeze in 15/20 minutes.
I started topic somewhere and ending it somewhere else :P hehehh
Hmm song for you, again in accordance with meeting people whom i didnt even see for 4 years here is the song 4 years ago.
The year 2004, George bush got elected controversially to second term........2004 the turning point that turned me and my life upside down. Here's a memory of the happy part of 2004
here's Sadhana Sargam crooning "Aao na" from "Kyu ho gaya na?".....a past that was different....a past that was happy......past that ended...that died in 2004..

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Show me the world, take me to love........

I really love thsi song fromt he movie "Bride and prejudice". The movie is very special for me. Inspite of its miserable fate at BO I really like it. Firstly the time when I saw this movie was speacial so I sort of have made an association of the good time with this movie. Then the concept of people trangressing borders for love and love trangressing the boundaries of nations,communities, religion,culture is very unique. I like the idea of people flying to to different lands and fall in love.
I have immense love for the original "pride and prejudice" too. The most striking part is the one sentence by elizabeth(Lalita played by Aishwarya Rai in Bride and prejudice) it goes like
"You are the last person I would like to be with". Its such powerful sentence. Love it to brim
Listen to the song
Show me the world, take me to love........I want to do the same, I want to be in the year 2004 and california and sing this song on the beach.................
Show me the world..........................

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Course of living a dream

So far everything is going as per my plan. Plan I made after using the divination art to my benefit. Time period and the step by step execution of events is following a path that I saw through eyes of planets. If I manage to pull this(Wont tell what now) then it will be a victory for me sure but it will be a much greater victory for astrology too. So now just wait and watch and hope..........
I have always loved soft and meaningful songs, the reason I adore the band Westlife. I am embedding the song that made me fan of westlife. Song called "My love". I am addicted to this song cant live without "my love" being around. I like to hear it whenever I feel like hearing it.
today I dedicate this to a person. No one including the person will ever come to know why am I doing this. A heart of a person of Scorpio is a deep labyrinth of secrets, secrets that if revealed can induce terrible demons upon the person who have trusted them with secrets. One of reason I have never(and don't intend to) consume alcohol. Enough "me" fables. Listen to song lyrics included :). I cannot embed official video so this is second best

Monday, October 27, 2008

Unique blood relations

First of all a very happy diwali to all readers. May lord jupiter bless all with their minds desires this diwali and coming year.
My sisters wedding is now just a month from now. A lot is happening in the background as a prelude to actual wedding. Many people are inviting us for meals. Its a tradition in our society that relatives invite the people who are going to have major functions in their house. So lots of invites are there and we are balancing time to meet all of them.
So we went for lunch to a little lesser known relative. I mean they are not very close relatives. A few years ago we used to live nearby but now there is little contact since nearly 8 years. A major part of this lunch invite was the insistence by the elders of family. Senior citizens in our family are very much excited about this wedding as this wedding marks the first wedding of third generation in family. Our family has been blessed by longitivity so many old people are still around and quite healthy and strong.
Its a biological rule "reproductive success can be declared when progeny begets progeny". So biologically you are successful when you have grand children. When grand children get married its more success biologically I suppose. So all old people are very happy and quite excited at the prospects of a third generation wedding in family.
So I was talking of lunch we had. It was such a nice time. I didnt even realise I am meeting these people after like a year or so. They were genuinely happy to have us(I can spot insincerity) for lunch. Well to add to it lunch was delicious, great taste for food. This got me thinking that is really "blood thicker than water??". Do relations transcend the barriers of time and ego? I am not that thinker on such matters but now I am realising that whatever happens family(extended also) stick together. I hav emany friends who give no or very little attnetion to family. Even I have done it sometime but incidences like this prove that how many friends you have you got to have a relations with family.
Really genes tend to attract other genes..............blood is thicker than water......or for that matter even water that has salt :)
Cyu all later will write more now with nearly all my exams over

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Fromed new astro community

This is link of my new astrology community
Join it for discussions with me on astrology things. The earlier community got hacked by pakistani people. Sad the community once was the best on orkut. Still I stuck to it and had a quite good time there. I got many good friends there.
Lately the spamming got out of control and it bored me to see 100 new threads each day.
So one night just created a new one. Heheh
Cya all in community

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Adios Rahu :)

Still I am ill, this sucks big time. Bored of pills and horrible palette I am waiting to get upright very soon. Writing this to say farewell to Rahu. After finally 2 long years Rahu-rahu is ending and Rahu-Guru starting.
Rahu-Rahu started when the picture was completely different, Rahu has changed the picture by leaps and bounds everything has changed now after its tenure. Most remarkable is the gain of immense knowledge that was possible in Rahu. Both practical and empirical Rahu has surely made me much much wiser than all dasha till now combined. Every one has a few "decisive" years of life where they get the "aim" of life, get the inspiration to move towards the aim. Rahu has given it to me. These 2 years have been a roller coaster of ups and downs I saw loyal turning in to traitors and traitors swearing by loyalty. Rahu made me the person I was meant to be.
Person who started Rahu-rahu was a naive slightly blithe person after 2 long years the metamorphosis Rahu leaves behind is of a person who is far from naive,capable of games very few can comprehend. Hardships and frustrations may seem troublesome and cumbersome but they are biggest boons for us cause from these obstacles rises the sweetest of nectar the knowledge needed to tackle them.
Advice to all who always go on crying that Rahu dasha is bad. Rahu is not bad it is the perfect judge of your actions, all right actions are rewarded and all wrong are punished. Rahu is the judge unparalleled.
I bid farewell to extreme Rahu, bye bye Rahu master of Idiosyncrasies.
A song I was hearing just before wrote this enjoy "Ek din ...."

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Idiots guide to swallowing pills

I am down with a bout of flu :(. I hate being ill, just detest the sick feeling. One of the main reason being I rarely fall ill(so rare that all my illnesses are "black magic" for my mother heheh). I do have a constant allergic cold every now and then but rarely does a pathogen hijacks my body. Unfortunately now i under one of those attacks. Well last i got ill was in 2004 or so heheh. So its quiet boring to get sick. You have to swallow HUGE pills(I ll come to that point) and people call you to enquire about you and you have to bear witness to their counter questions and be prepared to hear "You eat outside food thats main reason for this........." heheh.
What strikes me is the lightening fast process of "falling" ill. I was perfectly well yesterday evening by night i was restless and morning totally miserable. And in in spite of all this I had to go to by jyotish exam, it was a torture to drive till my class it was just a hells road. I felt sooo weak, its a quite insecure feeling that you are physically weak more than the weakness itself that sucks the energy. Thank god it didn't rain today that would have been total disaster. Hmm so paper was niryan mathematics, I am quite well versed in niryan mathematics so that was not a problem solved the paper and just immediately reached home. At home was confronted by mom with an array of tablets. This is worst part I just cant swallow tablets they just make me puke and dizzy. Ever since i was a child my mom had devised a algorithm for me to follow to help me swallow tablet. After 15 years I still follow that. Following is algorithm
Step 1:- Take a big glass of water and your tablets and leave for a secluded place.(Don't ask why even, my mothers lame explanation is "When you are alone you can concentrate on swallowing" hmm it has worked for me so I dont ask for more expositions
Step 2:- Drink a little water swallow it
Step 3:- Open your mouth as wide as you can, then directly drop the tablet inside you throat, don't let it touch your tongue(another moms gem "touching gets the bitter taste and you puke")
Step 4:-Now swallow the tablet and immediately pour a lot of water down your throat, just flush the tablet down.
Step 5:- By this stage I am experiencing the tablet go down in my stomach and tears swell in eyes(Don't know why). Rest for 2 minutes
Step 6:- check for tablets if they are left any go to step 1 else step7
Step 7:End your seclusion and join the society triumphantly :)
Well this plan of action has been put to test since I was 5 and it has yielded good results. I guess moms know best for their children :). hmm I just cant believe people who swallow pills without even the use of water. Very unique people.
So ending this idiots guide to swallowing pills

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Gilded cages

I have always been an extreme liberalist ever since i recall. I hate any sort of bondage, extra luggage on anyone. Firm believer that everyone should be free to do whatever he/she wants to.
Recently my friend in a multinational company described the atmosphere to me.
Campus 10km away from city, Self contained campus, plush rooms with television. So impressive na? Well all that glitters is never gold most of time some cheap metal. The working hours are extensive and laborious, trainings are unnecessary. This is one way acceptable as the company pays you it is expected that you give your best towards the venture. Next in line comes the virtual slavery. Cameras all over, personal email and social networking sites are not allowed access. No communication what so ever with the outside world. Its like an entire world that is contracted to a minuscule area of land.
I have and will never apply to a MNC as a technocrat ever. Managerial posts in MNC is where the moolah is and also where all the fun is. May apply to managerial post there if ever i want to.
I have a strong conviction in the perception that personal freedom should hold utmost importance in a persons life. A beggar with rags on street is a million times better than a convict serving sentence in jail. At least the beggar has choice what he can do what he can eat. Personal freedom and the right to free speech is something that one must value all his life. These two form the core on which self esteem is balanced.
Many people nowadays in order to procure money engage in a meaningless race of sycophancy and odiousness. There is nothing more degrading to yourself than the fact that you are licking someones behind to score some money. What do these people achieve? What are they going to feel when they are on their death bed. I have heard arguments like "This is temporary once i climb up the ladder I will be free from this bondage". To all such people I ask "What if tomorrow never comes??". Every ladder in society has another ladder which is posited a tad bit higher than the lower one. Every ladder has its restriction and bandages.
It is every persons responsibility to make sure he/she is treated well and given the importance he/she receives. Make sure that your are not damped and smothered by anything/anyone.
Everyone has to fight to keep the the difference that exists between free citizen of a free state and a slave.
For that it may require some sort of sacrifice or some bad situation. Remember again pauper ragged happier than monarch in gilded cage. All through my life I intend to break open the gilded cages and fly in free air.
Marathi song of same meaning. It calls for the bird to break open the gilded cage and escape to free world..........I wow no cage wrought,slivern,gilded is ever going to cage me

Wednesday, October 1, 2008


For 10days each year Hindus all over the world celebrate "navratri", literal translation is "9 nights". For 10days people revere and show their gratitude to the feminine energy. People celebrate the female goddess for her power,energy,vitality and generosity.
Myth goes that the demon "Mahishasur" was causing lot of grief to people on the earth. Mahishasur 's temerity reached its pinnacle when he coveted goddess parvati. The goddess was enraged at this amorous demon. She decided to end the miseries of people and kill the demon mahishasur. Goddess Parvati began a wat with the cruel demon but mahishasur was no minion he was incredibly powerful and he fought with treachery and deceit. Goddess fought the demon for 9 days and 9 nights. Finally on the "ashtami" ie on 8th day the goddess manifested herself in to the most powerful entity ever to set foot on earth"mahakali". The dreaded goddess was ruthless and with unprecedented power she waged war with the demon. On the 10th day when the demon was tired and weak Mahakali changed her form into "Mahadurga". Mahadurga is the feminine form of goddess one with sympathy and pity(even for demon who had waged 9days war). She offered truce and gave an offer to spare mahishasur's life. Still the audacity of demon had not subsided he laughed at proposal and continued war, following which on the 10th day Goddess killed the demon with a trident into his chest. People all over the world celebrate this 10th day(Dashami)" as "Vijayadashami or simply Dusshera.
This the the time when people worship the female energy. The energy that can nuture the future generation, the energy that is the cradle of life.
Following is the "Aarti" ie a song of praise to the goddess durga who after killing mahishasur became known as "Mahishasurmardini" ie killer of the mahishasur

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Time slicing

I am multi tasking nowadays. I have to complete a lot formalities about my degree. I am visiting college, university and doing all that stuff. Further I have to complete the procedure for application for post grad education too. Too much work no time at all. I promise I will be write more after all this is slowed down a tad bit. Now just hoping all gets done without any hurdles.
A song by shaan aksar

Saturday, September 20, 2008


One of my close friends is leaving for his fortune as I am writing now. He has to listen to his heart and do what it says to him. Rubbishing aside all my clairvoyant premonitions about how hard that time would be, he has set out to face the winds of high sea. I tried everything to stop him but like many other things I could not stop things from happening even as I see them. Well good thing is sure going to happen, he will see the outside world for first time. The protected and coddled one will have to see realities of world first hand. Its going to be a lesson for him which will be useful for future life(perhaps thats why he is going on this trip).
When I was a child I always used to sing loudly(and quite cacophonously) the rhyme of "lady with the aligator purse" I always felt a very odd sad sensation when the doctor, nurse and lady go and say bye bye. But doctors bye is not as bad as it still had nurse behind him, nurses bye still had the lady behind her but the lady-with-the-aligator-purse didnt have anything after her. She was a epitome of end a full stop. so when the song went "bye bye said the lady with aligator purse" I was all sad as a child. I am feeling quite same now.
Wel life goes on and take new turns for all. Just hoping that the turns will be pleasant for all.
Happy turning

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Dramatis Finale

I am writing this for me. I want to remember this time for ever. I want to capture the situation in a time bubble for me to view later.
I am going through what is called "Dramatis finale" .The climax ,finale of a drama is called dramatis finale. I am ending a drama and waitng for another to start. I am waiting for the curtains to glide shut on a old drama that is going to end now. For 3/4 years this old drama had been a part of my life. It sure is a sad thing to end soemthing but if somethign doesnt end where will the next new thing come from? It is the dead body of a huge old tree that acts as nutrient supplier for the future generation, may be its own progeny!! So letting go of past and smiling to new future. All ends are not happy but they sure are a hope, hope that new beginning will have a happy ending.
Mercury is exalted gochar going over in same state it is in my chart. Every year before my birthday mercury goes gochar giving me a lot. Planet grows me up a few inches(not physically now earlier it used to :P) as it goes gochar. Immediately after mercury my second power planet venus goes gochar. Both of these planets have always given me gifts as they move over.
I got mercury's gift now waiting for Venus. My wish for venus is "I want a spectacular Dramtis finale"

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Taurus moon rocks

I am sort of Busy with my study of competitive exam so not writing much. I promise I empty my brain (and heart) once I finish my exam which will be in September end.
So just took a sabbatical with studies to write this one. Taurus moon. I have been asked innumerable times "Which is most rocking,happening zodiac sign??" Always my answer is "Taurus". People take it in jocular vein with normal reply that I get is "Its your sign so u saying".
Generally I flash a smile and end subject. Today I will not smile but go a step further to write how really it is truth.
Taurus is Earthy sign, the earthy nature indicates a diplomatic exterior. Taurus moon people are very diplomatic when dealing with general public, they weigh their words look for profits and are keen on getting returns in relationships. Having said so they show a stark contrast behavior when it comes to near and dear ones. Earthy nature is dual in nature. Taurus is fixed sign. Taurus indicates a very attached status, they cannot abruptly cut relationships and "move ahead"(Will talk about it later). Ruled by vivacious Venus Taurus is hopelessly romantic and very emotional when it comes to family, close friends and of course lovers.
Moon gets in to deep exaltation in krittika and is best in Rohini. Vrushabh holds Krittika one of the most powerful nakshtra and Rohini the most fortunate. Moon is placed in heaven for 4 days straight. Blessed moon in chart is a very good feature.
Moon as planet represents the mind, the psyche of a person. Moon exalted in Taurus is a feature which gives a quality of "bounce back" to person. As i wrote earlier Taurus's fixture causes people to stick to a subject emotionally. It is not like Libra, Tul people jus forget all negativities and move ahead in life. Vrushabh people keep thinking about the same thing over and over again. This fixture has a potent anti dote in vrushabh, people can get out of worst depressions that can ever engross a person.
I myself have experienced this myself. I have been through hell in my Sade sati + Rahu-Rahu but I was never sad for more than a day. Recently I wrote a article "taurus moon kicks in" after a very bad experience about a friend. Again I am writing this one after a similar experience with the same friend. I don't know whether its bad to forgive a person or it is the bad person i forgived but I did folly last time. Once bitten twice shy now I wont be extending the olive branch ever again.
I thank my fortune for blessing me with the moon that is every astrologers envy. It has helped me tremendously and will continue to.
Embedding a song which i call "Taurus moon song". Its shaans "bhoool jaa". At the end of song when the girl dances you can sense the Taurus moon shining bright. Bye cya later

Sunday, September 7, 2008


This year Ganpati are going a little different. I am not haivng daily college so that leaves me with plenty of energy to go around in evening. Sensing that I have started to loose interest in festival somewhat I went on a tour of all ganapati in pune city. Following some shots I captured during my "tour de pune ganapati"

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Ganesh arrives

Bhadrapada shuddh vinayaki chaturthi, time for Ganapati, Ganesh to step in households.
for 10 days the diety rules on every ones mind by sole. Ganapati the lord of Knowledge, light of Wisdom. Ganapati is the most revered of all the hindu deity due to his "pratham poojan" status. No Hindu deity will accept any worship is Ganesh has not been worshipped before him/her.
The son of mighty Shiv and powerful Parvati. Ganesha and his brother Kartikeya are said to be the most powerful deities in hindu pantheon.
Astrologically Ganesh rules with planet of mercury while kartikeya has mars as his agent. Major attraction apart from young children to ganesh are the business people. Goddess Laxmi has blessed ganapti with the boon of wealth. Anyone pleasing ganesh gains well in monetary things as well.
Well song in praise of the lord himself. A young boy sang this at TV reality show with the utmost diligence and assiduousness that will put to shame known singers.
Here's the song "Gananayakay......"

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Ashlesha: Misconceptions and Misinterpretations

Ashlesha post got following responses

Devyani Tiwari said...
well since in your first lines you mentioned you do not agree perfectly with the discription of ashlesha nakshatra, then why didnt u try to find out anything positive about it? i am really fed up with the discription of ashlesha naksharta and would like to hear something good about it.i am an ashlesha born person,and i dont think i am like what these astrological sites and books cosnider.i am highly emotional, and not at like a person who would never forgive anyone, i consider myself as a good human being though no one is perfect but i can definiely say i am kind, and loving person. to give more example, my best friend she is also an ashlesha, and she is one of the sweetest person i have ever met. i would give u my dob and time, u can test urself.Dob 29-4-1985 time 1:45 amplace jabalpur
July 10, 2008 1:17 PM
Anonymous said...
Thats 100% true devyani, i am also Ashlesha born, from my point of view ashlesha are very emotional, too much kind, but problem is that they never forgive for example they will forgive in the sense that they will not react and take any revenge but mind that action for lifet time and change behaviour toward that person or event.
July 19, 2008 10:56 AM
das rama rao said...
I agree with the views of devyani My son's star is also Ashlesha.He is aged 28 years. I have not seen any negative aspects so far. He isvery calm from the child hood. He is not matching with the description of ashlesha.rama rao,
August 21, 2008 4:00 PM
Siddharth said...
Dear vibhav,This is siddharth, i am ashlesha born but in 4th pada! u have very good knowledge about a nakshatra phsycology! u may aware about sadesati on karka rashi...its really difficult period for me nowdays, feeling heavy mental sickness and lots of other problems! why its happening! is the same thing happening with punarvasu and puhya also?? what do u think?regardssiddharth...
August 26, 2008 8:23 PM
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So wish to clear the air on the most contraversial(hmm after Jyeshtha hehe) nakshatra of all times.
Ashlesha belongs fully to Kark(cancer). So it is but natural that the qualities of Cancer will percolate down in behavior. So all "cool" "calm" qualities are of cancer not ashlesha.
I have written before but still repeating. Many things are taken in to consideration for determining how a person behaves. Lagna rashi, lagna nakshatra many many things. But moon affects the most so moon nakshatra is important.
What I wrote was general decription on ashlesha. It has to do with astrology more than psychology.
Eg Venus is placed in ashlesha, it will certainly cause ego problems in marital life. Wife/husband will be egoistic, stubborn and unyeildingly unemotional. Moon just didnt come in to picture here.
More results from the lordship of venus can be given depending upon lagna
Moon in ashlesha characteristics>> I ll write separate charcteristics for moon in ashlesha
Moon in ashlesha people are certainly frugal and poverty striken mind. I am not saying they are poverty striken their mind is. That is inspite of having money they wont spend it on themselves.
They detest extreme luxury and love moderation and austerism.
Stubborness is inheritant charcteristic. People are very very stubborn. They may not fight and create a Hullabablaboo but wont be complaisant either. Sycophancy, servility is certainly not the nature of ashlesha. This can be a good point haan. Stark contrast to the servile punarvsu and pushya ashlesha atleast has the guts to stand up for themselves.
I hope this matches with what ashlesha people really are. I ll take care to separate general naksahtra characteritics from "moon in nakshatra" charcteritics now onwards

@Siddharth:- Yup kark is having saade sathi. All naskahtras are affect equally.Hmm pushya
is little spared from saade sati due to its very humble and downto-earth nature.
Well dont misunderstand Shani, saade sati is time for very huge changes and revelations. Its not possible to personally tell someone on blog, contact me on orkut if interested more. Remedies are there but chart needs to be read for that.
Bye all

Thursday, August 28, 2008


I am learning a lot these days, its incredible thing going on. What I see is not anything new, it has been going on for quite a time now but I never saw any "knowledge" in it. Day by day I am turning more more into a fortunist(A person who believes that life events are completely independent of persons actions). I remember a quote my teacher did, my astrologer teacher is a 79yr old man who has seen many unbelievable faces of life He once said
" I no longer feel anything, everything has a divine reason and hence is carried out. There is no point we wasting our energy on the events that we just cannot control"
He further explained it further saying that if now a person were to behave badly with him he doesn't feel bad at all, because the offender is not to be blamed at all his planets are to be blamed.
Isn't this a sort of sainthood, beatific canonized things?? I am not(and will never) reach such stages but the quote made me think on it.
Is absolutely everything ruled by Fortune?? Are we just the means to express it. Are all our actions the result of fate?? I am still not very favourable in this "total fortune" kind of argument.
I still have quatumable faith in "human efforts". Is this because I have not seen the entire thing?? Will I turn into my teacher when i turn 79(yup I ll live beyond 85 even 90 i guess). Well only time holds answers in its fast grip.
The reason for this sudden thought was the persistence shown by friend in doing what is clearly going to cause him a lot of pain and humiliation. I have told him uncountable times that the way is not right but he is insisting on it. What is this? Fate else what?? The condition has clouded his mind making him take decisions that are not good. I have stopped trying now. Will I have to give up on many occasions now?? Will it become a habit to leave people to their fates rather then helping them have a better future?? Such clairvoyant knowledge is surely "burden" in many forms. To foresee a close persons suffering and not managing to stop it is the worst curse knowledge can impose on a person.
Well its not all pessimistic on my side at least. I believe (atleast now) that the human spirit has powers hidden that can certainly "attenuate" future if not change drastically.
Hmm a song that has a very nice meaning. From movie Baazi(1950) heres Geeta Bali singing for herself
Tabdeer(hard efforts) se bigdi hui taqdeer bana de;
Apne pe bharosa hain to dawn laga le.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Unusual as usual :)

Firstly I have something for astro buffs. Here is the link where I have written about Revati-Ashwini gandaant. Actually I was bored to copy-paste it again here plus the fault of redundancy must linger on me so just pasting the link
Do read it and give feed backs either here or on orkut.

So whats unusual as usual?? Its me hehehe yup I did another unusual thing today I dragged my "not-so enthusiastic" friend(He even attempted to run away) to eat "roadside" food. Now many people will go "whats unusual about it"(people are so rude) well here it all. It was really really roadside, in every sense of the term. There was even a fully functional Indian(read dug up) road there, no chairs to sit on!!! So where did we sit?? On road eheheheh. Yup we sat on footpath.
I had this plan to eat road side "Chinees"(Way it was written on stall) food. Well I always come up with really crazy ideas(This is one of the sane one imagine the insane ones). So just went walking to road side stalls and ate it. It was delicious even my early reluctant friend said that he will come again. I like doing different stuff very much, the hackneyed and triteness of life takes its toll on me and I do very unusual stuff. Loved an evening by roadside "Chinees". Goodnight

Sunday, August 24, 2008


Well sorry for absence I was out of station and so couldnt get enough time to write. I had a very good time there though loved my outing. Hmm my competitive exam is coming near I need to study for it too so will be quite busy till mid sept after that i will be back to daily posts.
I was going through some posts that i posted in aprila nd may. It felt good it felt as if I wa sback then, hmm I made a mental not ethen "write regularily" because you can feel nice when you read it later on.
Well my sisters wedding is coming up and I am very busy with that too. Shopping is major wedding business. To add to that my sister asks my opinion on every thing. Right from gold to footwear so I have to be for her each time. Still its quite nice time. Result is coming up followed by my exam so its quite hectic september I ll have. I even have a birthday coming up on 23rd of september. I ll turn 22 on 23rd. Great na I am there for 22 whole years heheeh. Hmm Also I have my astro exam on 5th,12th,19th october so thats another thing to look after. I ll appear for my first year, so taking admission for second year of "Jyotish-visharadh" is another task I have. Lots of things to do and yet lots of time at hands. Its a pleasant situationI would liek to freeze in time in form of this post so writting it down one by one. Further also the blog sort of lost its personal touch so trying to reinvent it.
Well I was hearing soem very old songs today afternoon, its quite relaxing experience to just lie down with your i-pod and listen to songs and sleep in between-hear in between. Its very nice unique expereince, I looooooooovee it very much.
Haan the point as I was hearing the following song. Its from a movie released in jan-feb 1947 called "Anmol ghadi" it has Noojehan in lead. Noorjehan like quite a few yesteryears actors was a very good singer and gave her own playback. Heres Noorjehan singing "Jawan hain mohobbat"

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Cunning,manipulative and treacherous

Well writing in ascending order CunningnessManipulation Downright treachery.
Today's blog will deal with all such stages of behavior and its association with nakshatras.
Cunning Nakshtras:-
1) Bharani:- Bad side of venus Bharani is the wealth greedy. Bharani is fond of money and worldly pleasures. The need to secure wealth gives an in built characteristic of cunning behavior. Bharani is what is called Dhoort in hindi/marathi. Bharani is quintessential marvari
on the block.
2) Ardra:- Ruled by the lord of cunningness himself, Ardra is the the epitome of Rahu's inheritant cunningness. Extremely canny nakshtra, nothing escapes the senses of Ardra.
Very good at theorising and postulating Ardra is the perfect detective.
These nakshtras are cunning,selfish,business oriented but not manipulative. They do not exert power over other people unlike the next lot.
The manipulators
1)Krittika:- Supreme queen of manipulation, krittika is the Amazon with ambrosia. Krittika use respect,reverence,coaxing,cajoling,fear and downright threat to get their job done. Moon in an emotional sign and exalted give them deep understanding of emotions. They exploit this to their fullest advantage. Twisting turning and moulding others so that they fit the bill. Extremely stubborn, hot headed,self respecting, krittika aggrandizes rather apotheosizes him/her self.
Worst manipulator of all Krittika is the deity of using people to own benefit. One of the most difficult nakshatra to manipulate too, no one can manipulate a krittika person.

2)Vishakha:- The serpent spits poison in Vishakha. The Uranus influenced nakshatra is manipulative but in different sense. Vishakha policy is "I am best,whatever i think is right". This is the base of manipulation Vishakha carries out. It is extremely extremely stubborn nakshtra. Vishakha uses charm and coaxing to manipulate people. This is the downside to vishakha it is a stealth killer, it is slow poison. Comparing Krittika and Vishakha is like comparing Cyanide with Arsenic. Both are deadly but cyanide is quick to react arsenic takes time. Vishakha vishkanya is the mohini,enchantress who used the emotions to get work done.
Vishakha is also quite difficult to manipulate. Vishakha's weakness lies in fact that they are not that well versed in emotional matters. A powerful moon grants krittika the advantage so Vishakha has its nemesis in Krittika. But individually both are equally potent manipulators.
Now we move on to the treacherous ones.
1)Ashlesha:- Nakshatra is indication of snake, much lies here. Nakshatra is quite prone to treachery. Simply cheat swindle and bungle people. Nakshatra being in moving cancer saves grace and so it is not the greatest feign er of all but certainly is one of the worst buccaneers in Avkhadahchakra
2)Jyeshtha:- Queen of chicanery,bucaneery and artifice Jyeshtha rules supreme over all other nakshtras when it comes to treachery. Full of feign,artificial emotions and drama the Raakshas nakshatra is the worst for cheating,swindling,bungling etc. Very jealous tendency prevails as well. Moon is extremely delibated in jyeshtha making it opposite to krittika/rohini. People are devoid of emotions and are very calculative in almost all matters. They never experience true pure emotion of love. Jyeshtha is the villianess of Avkhadahchakra.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

India turns a ripe 61yrs

India celebrates her 61st birthday tomorrow. On 15th august of 1947 India became a free nation. A democracy was created out of imperialistic colony, a new Sovereign was born, a star was born. I am very sure that in 1947 nobody had expected this nation would last so many years. Especially when the sister nation of pakistan waged so many direct (and many indirect ones) against the young nation. Well karma has given the right results for both the nations.
India is land where religion and philosophy have attained their culminating points, land where language and food changes every few kilometers. Land of contradiction, land of nature worship, land of a thousand gods and goddessses.
On her 61st birthday I salute the land that has raised me, given me many gifts intellectual and physical both. Salute India by her national anthem Jana gana mana..........

Heres Indias National song "vande mataram" in its original tune. I had to find this tune amidst screaming by A R rehman and company. Such beautiful tune and people find the screaming more appealing. Here pure unadulterated "vande mataram"

Monday, August 11, 2008

News Channels need psychiatrists

Indian new media is totally going mad. Its almost stupid, moronic and sometimes balantly insipid. The fore most channel in this is "Aaaj Tak" its the most flagrant flamboyant and downright churlish. I have a dubious eye for every news shown on AAj Tak. Its simply lost the intellectual boundary. I have like a 100 examples to tell but I am quoting some of the choicest
Gems real gems nothing else

1) Hmm "special report" was being shown on Aaj tak with a anchor who looked like she just had ultra intensive chemotherapy and would loose teeth right in the show itself.
A Buffalo was being shown on screen, with its owner and with BIG red font it was written beneath it
"Dhoni is bhais ka doodh peete hain" Dhoni (MS Dhoni is cricketer) drinks the milk of this Buffalo. The metally retarded reporter was asing the buffalo owner "Aake bhais ka doodh dhoni peeta hain, aapko kaisa lagta hain???"> How do you feel about Dhoni drinking milk of your Buffalo. Huh??? Whats he going to feel for GODS sake its his job to milk his Buffalo and distribute milk. Pigeon brained idiots at Aaj tak

2) Headline>> "Model ko Kutte ne Kata" Model was bitten by a dog
When we expect some famous model to be shown what do we get?? A fat huge lady (model huh?? What does she model? Extra large size clothes??) she was bitten by dog. Go get a Rabies injection or you would be the one biting people!!!!!!! Idiots

3) This is the best one >> headline>> "Ravan ki mummy mili"
Ravan was mummified?? Idiots just dont understand anything about any subject

There are many others will keep you people updated. Haan and their speciality Astrology
When shani went Vakri they were showing an animation Saturn goes around in its normal orbit, then like a person applying brakes comes to halt and puts on reverse gear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is the limit no planet goes behind in its orbit. Didnt these people learn basic science in school or were they educated in some shoddy hamlet in interior regions of chambal or something??
Also when Saturn conjuncted wit mars they were claling that day "death day" and god knows what not. Actually conjunctions give results a day or two before actually conjuncting. And even if it were so there is no need to frighten people with such gory descriptions.
Also recently they were going on a mindless idiotic propaganda about "danger date" 8/08/2008
is saturn's number and it is dangerous and what not. Nothing happened now they are silent about it. Perhaps they should write " Aaj tak ka baval such nahi hua!!!!!"

In this stupid one the woman (she is the one who looks like jus got cancer treatment) is calling "karan johar" "handsome" UUhh do I live in another world??? Surprisingly youtube doesnt have much aajtak gossip i ll try some other sites and post vids. Bye

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Fear?? Do we fear fear??

Hmm question is right do we fear things/situations or do we fear our "fear" itself. Now It may sound very foolish and naive to as such ridiculous questions. Hmm I think its not "fear" we are afraid of but the actual thing that is fearful hahahaha yup. Hmm i fooled all who thought that I would launch into a tirade of philosophy on "fear"
Well on fear lets hear a song haan. Hear and watch it carefully its not what it seems. Its got a "fearful" twist in it. And haan do tell me how you felt at the end of it. I was laughing my wits out.
Please hear it fully ie dont push the red bar hear it all, its best done that way. Shania twain is jus outside thing secrets lie inside. heheeh. Do tell bye

Friday, August 8, 2008

Uttara Bhadrapada

Well had a very hectic day(had a pooja at home will write about it tomorrow). Keeping my promise and writing it finally. The much awaited Uttara bhadrapada.

Uttara Bhadrapada is not distinguishable from rest of Pisces astronomically. It does not have any fixed powerful star or any landmark to make it visible as different nakshatra. This quality has been incorporated in its astrological profile too.
Uttara Bhadrapada(UB) is the nakshatra of humbleness, kindness and humility. Saturn trio of nakshatras Pushya-Anuradha-UB UB is last and most "grown up" of all three. UB is the nakshatra that is the extreme righteousness of Saturn. It is very "shubh" nakshatra and is considered the essence of Pisces.
Moon in UB people are very simple down-to-earth people. They are very easy people. Simple, emotional, family oriented,narrow minded people. They live life in its most mundane form.
Extremely religious and god fearing people.
Well basically there is not much to write about UB. It doesnt give nay out-of-ordinary result with any planet. It is sort of mild and not flamboyant nakshatra that has no bad things for all.
Haan UB and mercury thing. Mercury in meen is neech, it is particularly bad in UB. It is the most bad state mercury cna get in. Mercury is very young and vivacious planet but just cannot stay with an old and knowledgeable nakshatra like UB. That is only place where UB assumes importance.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Changes rule now

Well I am undergoing another round of changes, you can say a thought changing process or something big thing like that. I am getting more and more goal oriented now. Earlier I was last person to be goal oriented and "planning for future" kind of person. Now suddenly after 21years I am planning what I ll be doing year ahead!!!!!!! Don't know what it is but I am making huge plans!!! Earlier I just didn't care what is happened and lived in moment and found happiness in every second. Now its whooooom gone. Perhaps I am "growing up" Whoa its scary. Dunno if I want to grow up heheheeh. I guess everyone goes through such phases. Some early some late bloom (like me). Hmm accompanied by this "new" found knowledge I am also growing more and more unattached to everything that was very dear to me. Guess I am prepared to enter the corporate world hehehe. Ruthless backstabber and cruel job snatcher in the making.
Yes that's what i am going to become one day, I see it in my chart clearly. Rahu is taking me to pre determined destination. All the softy and emotional stuff is going to drop away like a space shuttle loses its useless pieces on way. As I transit from the dasha of "planet in 5th" to dasha of "lord of 5th" Together these two are going to give me a "make over". I am writing this down now so I can read it some time later and recall my earlier self. Rahu sheds skin to don a more sinister one.
Well I found a very nice touching song on net today. From a movie called "Gardish" released in 1993. Very different song, I love to collect loong-lost songs. Enjoy the philosophical lyrics

Arzoo humne ki toh hum paye,Arzoo humne ki toh hum paye
Roshini saath laye thi saayein; sayein gehere the rohni halki
Hum na samjhe baat itni si.....................
What lyrics!! Great.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Rohini:- Queen waves the cosmic sceptre


Queen of Nakshatras "Rohini". Rohini is placed completely in taurus(vrushabh). Rohini is the essence of vrushabh, Rohini astronomically is indicated by a very very very powerful star called "Aldebaran". Star is more than 1000 time the size of our sun. Having bright yellowish glow aldebaran is the most benefic of all stars matched only by "pollux" in punarvasu nakshatra. Aldebaran is seen as the "eye of taurus" in the sky the essence of the taurus bull aldebaran grants life to taurus. Also called as "Alpha Tauri" aldebaran is called "Archangel Micheal " in western astrology. Micheal is the angel of life and the star exact opposite to aldebaran ie "Antares" (in jyeshtha) is called "archangel Gabriel" angel of death.
Rohini is laxmi while jyeshtha is her elder sister Aalaxmi. Please refer to artical on jyeshtha for more info on this. I am skipping most of mythology except how the nakshtra got its name. "Rohini" means "Avrohite Rohini" ie "one who ascends". Rohini was supposed to have taken flight and reached nakshtras lok.
Hmm now to astrological considerations of Rohini. Most, most most "shubh" nakshatra of all times, rohini is the supreme ruler of nakshatras. Undisputed queen of cosmos Rohini commands many qualities. Moon is BEST in Rohini nashatra, it cannot get better than this anywhere int whole "avkhadahachakra". Moon is fully exaltated and just shines like and eternal star near aldebaran.
People born in Rohini nakshatra are very very calm cool composed. Very romantic and endeary people. They are very attractive owing to their powerful moon. They induce subtle long lasting attraction in surroundoing people. People born in Rohini always have fortuen of being "cared" for. They always have someone to take care of them. The charm of rohini makes other nakshatras yeild to them and serve them and take care of them. Rohini is very powerful to entice Chitra, swati, to some extend vishakha and most importantly the fiery Krittika. Rohini is ONLY ONLY nakshatra that can seduce the dreaded krittika and calm krittika down. Not only calm krittika rohini can also make krittika take care of itself. Krittika loves to care for and Rohini needs to be taken froming the best compatiblity in entire Rashi chakra.
Rohini gets what it wants, by hook or by crooks Rohini knows how to extract its covetation from surroundings. Rohini is stubborn, Rohini doesnt like "no" as answer. Rohini is very vain, arrogant and narcissist of its beauty, popularity and fortune.
hmm lets discuss popularity now. Rohini is subtly popular. Rohini does want attention but despises over attention. Rohini doesnt like to be center of attraction always, but misses being it when no one pays attention. Rohini is not extremely popular nakshatra. Vrushabh rashi being earthy sign rohini has a good deal of selfishness induced inside it so it doesnt agian much popularity. In popularity it is 3rd in line behind Vishakha (1st) and Swati (2nd). Point to be noted it Vishakha and to some extent Swati always are at forefront during social events and meetings. They approach new people and make new aquaintances and hence become popular. Rohini NEVER does that, people come to Rohini, even Swati is like Rohini to some extent.
Now some things about Rohini-Jyeshtha axis. 2 major power house sister stars ie Aldebaran and Antares make oppostion through Rohini and jyeshtha. So my advice to astrologers is that always see jyeshtha before predicting using rohini and vice versa.
Hmm much much more to write on Rohini but ending this artical here. IF anybody wants to know any specific thing please do write it I shall be very pleased to share my knowledge. Its quite impossible to write everything down here.

Friday, August 1, 2008

Living in the moment

Well I am living in the moment nowadays. I am studying and enjoying at same time. For a change I am enjoying my studies now, its better than boring program codes we were rutting in engineering syllabus. Hope to get a nice admission now. I am enjoying each every second now.
Today's eclipse had a sort of bad effect on me (I was expecting that), had a horrible headache that just wouldn't subside till late evening. I ingested 2 paracetamol tablets still it was killing me. Hmm by night I was very fine. Still I liked every second of life I am living. I consider myself very lucky to be the very few who have the knowledge and intuitive clairvoyance required to divinate and for see future. It has helped me in very unexpected way. It has helped me realised how volatile life is and so how to enjoy every bit of it to its hilt. Yes astrology has taught me to live life in every second, in every moment. It has changed the Life as i see it.
Well a beautiful song of similar meaning

Guys I ll write on fixed stars soon. I have been busy with very different studies recently so didnt get time for much contmeplation on nakshatras. Hmm btu i ll write watever that is there already. Sure my promise

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Change in outlook

Recently a friend after reading the blog said "You are trying to portray yourself as a very emotional person which you are not. A wolf in sheep's clothing". Well I laughed it up at that time but later I thought on it. Really I am a wolf in sheep's clothing. I don't am not that caring person in real life that I make out in the blog. I am ruthless and churlish in behavior. Extremely short tempered and spew venom at suspicion of hostility.
Well on the other hand what i write is also something that feel. I am not making it appear a softie thing its really what i think. So it is also a part of me. Which one is true then
Am I wolf in sheeps clothing or sheep in wolfs?? Even I dont know. Only thing I can say is that I can write well and tend to flow away from reality when i write. So maybe i write what I aim to be in life. I want to be how i write. Dunno whether I ll ever be able to be like that but it will be a wish.
On reality side I am changing for nth time now. Again I am shedding some skin and changing stripes. I dont know why but suddenly I am becoming more naturally ruthless and unemotional.
I am losing the "guilt" that one has after you say something bad to a person. Pathetically boorish person I am metamorphosing in to slowly. I just dont care now. It may be a result of a string of recent incidences but its true, I am on my way to become a ruthless corporate person. I will fire people very nicely heheheeh. Hmm and I say i want to be emotional heheheh hypocrisy starts at home hehee. Well I have a crystal clear idea of what is causing this but I dont understand its purpose. Hmm well lets hear a song of relatively same meaning "Suddenly i see" from devil wears prada" Great song

Wednesday, July 30, 2008


Hmm its been time I wrote an astro article so writing one now.

Discovered by Herchelle so sometimes also called as "Herchelle". Uranus is the most different planet in the entire solar system. Astronomically Uranus is very different too its axis is titled at near 180 degrees so it appears to roll in the space as against most planets which move gracefully.
Further Uranus has no fixed orbit!!!!! It is so influenced by Saturn and Neptune that it changes its orbit lot of times. We can never predict accurately Uranus's position in space at a given moment. Uranus is mostly made up of gas and is very cold planet
Hmm now lets switch to the astrological part. Astrologically Uranus is known for its unpredictability, eccentricity and extreme para-normality. Just "URANUS IS NEVER NORMAL". Uranus is constantly looking for new horizons to see new things to learn. Uranus is the extremism in person, Uranus is genius or super dumb but never average.
If mars is sword Uranus is bomb
If Venus is poem Uranus is sensational ballad
If jupiter is PHd thesis Uranus is ripple causing research paper
If mercury is excellent oratorship Uranus is the power to control millions through speeches
If saturn is slow death Uranus is sudden uncontrolled death
Basically Uranus is extra polation of normalism in any field of application.
Mars is the warrior who will go on battle field with vigour Uranus is the mad scientist who can create weapons which kills 1000 soldiers in a blink
If Venus is the poet who writes " You are love my dear" Uranus is the poet which writes "Love actually is You"
If mercury is the wave that lashes at shore, Uranus is the storm that changes the shore for ever.
Extremely powerful planet Uranus needs to be studied in accordance with other planets and the degrees it makes wioth other planets
Trines with planets enhances their effect multi folds eg if mercury makes trine with Uranus then person is genius (Einstein has this)
90 deg,180 deg can create disasters for fast planets like venus, moon, mercury.
!80 degrees with venus indicate a sure shot troubled married life marred with dramatic situations. Extreme drama is also a sign of uranus influence.
Hmm I ll write more on uranus tomorrow

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Rain gods are distraught

Its not raining here!!!!!!! Just no rains. Farms have not even sown, rains have eluded region of maharshtra for a month now. With trategic month like july gone dry very little is expected in august. Well there is water shortage and so the municipal body has cut water supply by 20pc. Its bad situations.
Well many people are doing different things to appease the rain gods. Some of them are even marring donkeys to make it rain. Some are praying day in and day out. Yesterday it rained a little bit but it was nothing substantial.
Traditionally to summon the rain god "Varun" a raag called Malhar is sung. It is said that it can bring rains. hmm now I dont know how much truth is their especially in this arcane form of singing. Well whats harm in trying? Heres Raag Malhar. Ghan ghan mala. Its in marathi nice song

Friday, July 25, 2008

Fun day

I had to supervise some plumbing work in my terrace today. Well I was not doing anything just overlooking what the plumbers were doing. I was all excited about watching what those people did and their tools and instruments etc. Well after 15Min's I had seen all new things and but expectedly got bored. I always get bored within 15-30min of absolutely anything. so started looking here and there from my terrace. Then I saw the Coconut trees in our garden. Huge straight trees with foliage at the top within coconuts hanging through the unique leaves.

My father has planted these trees when he was a teenager under the guidance of my grandparents. These are many other trees in my garden but these are special. Its almost like they have a personality and behave independent of us. So I had quite a time pass looking at trees than looking at those mundane plumbers. I only liked a new "threading" machine they had brought with them. It is such a pain-in-ass to do threads manually, I have done in workshop in first year of engineering. Their threading tools were awesome liked them a lot.

Some shots of the coconut trees for everyone to see. I suggest you click on second picture to see how wonderful the tree is really. My camera phone is quite effecient so got big images.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Cushions Up

Many new age cars have a facility that in event of an accident the car pushes air bags to reduce damage inside and possibly to save lives. Well my fate is shoving air bags at me right-left and center. Hmm Well its like fate is saying "I had no other option forgive me", I have done that looong time ago.Many happy and joyful moments are thrown at me now. Well my sister and brother-in-law (to be) brought a cane swing for my house, I loooovvve it, I just spend a lot of tiem on the swing. I had visits from friends, relatives outings, lunches,dinners. Its long list, but there is a change really. I dont generally have such a social life, I am loner type of person btu suddenly many people are calling me all of sudden. Hmm fates way to heal me I suppose.
I saw "Batman:The dark knight" today. Amazing movie, perfect depiction of Batman as a human being and not some exemplary extra-human force. Liked it very much. Heath ledger has played an outstanding role as the joker. Well its sad that he died and didn't live to see the acclaims that he is receiving for his work. Such mysterious deaths remind me of Neptune the planet is known to cause such events in persons life. Well when heath died Neptune was changing signs, dont know I haven't seen his chart. Anyway its good to see that Heath is not romancing Maggie Gyllenhall in Batman. It would have been weird wouldnt it? first the brother Jake then sister Maggie hahaha. Would that qualify as "incest"? Dunno OK enough I am going a little overboard with this thing. Well Heath was wonderful actor the world saw his acting powress when he was alive in Brokeback mountain and even in his death in Batman: Dark knight. May His soul rest in beatific peace.
Batman:Dark knights theatrical trailer

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

I am priest to Rahu

Yup I am totally kneeling down,completely surrendered to Rahu now. Rahu has formidably,single handedly brought about so extreme changes in my life that I just cant comprehend it now. I am talking with a person and within an hour a decision is made amicably to completely severe communication with each other. This is Rahu-rahu at work, nothing is more idiosyncrasies than this manifestation of the shadow planet. Rahu brings out the secrets when least expected. Sadak pe lata hain Rahu . It is the planet unfazed even by the brazenly fiery sun. Rahu is a boon and a very bad anathema( a very powerful,heartfelt solemn curse). I have Rahu placed in Pisces ie meen at 28degree(ie revati-4 gandaant ) in 5th place (Vrischik lagna). Revati's master mercury aspects rahu by 7th aspect and makes near conjunction with rahus better half ketu. Mercury being deeply exalted aspecting rahu has made the Rahu-Rahu dasha a roller-coaster ride for me. Every pratyantar dasha had some new things to teach. Rahu-Rahu dasha has made me take decisions which were a far possibility just minutes ago. "I ll think", "i need time to ponder" etc is not allowed in Rahu. Split second decisions are the Rahus call. Well I have gained much much more than I have lost in Rahu-Rahu so I am not sad for the dasha at all.
Even as it nears its end in Rahu-Rahu-moon it still has the potential to shake the life out of me.
Well further 16years I ll be spending under the command of Rahu, though antardasha will change but still a rahu factor will remain in background. I am very apprehensive about how these 16yrs will go now. First 2 yrs were a shock to me (both good and bad shocks). I request Rahu to calm down and take it slowly, spare me the shocks pleeeeeaaaaasssssseeee.
Embedding "Navgraha Stotram". A song written 2000yrs ago by rishi Vyas in praise of the navgrahas. Its a sice on indian tradtion please hear it completely, its an insult to planets to leave it half heard.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Rainbow Lost

I always have visions corresponding to events in life. Had a very profound one in afternoon, very rare occurrence.
I am a meadow filled with nice grass all around waiting for someone to come. Nobody is coming and I am starting to grow uneasy. Finally over the horizon a rainbow appears. It is magnificent with its superb colours. Rainbow is one of the best creation of nature rivalled perhaps only by the Aurora Aurelius of north pole. Rainbow is clear pristine, actually it is not there but we can see it and feel the joy it gives. Rainbow in unfeigned,unguiled and unlike the "mirage" has no chicanery associated with it.
Hmm I see the rainbow and I run toward the end of horizon and start shouting,screaming, hooting, howling and neighing "Why are you so late?" I demand and answer. Rainbow smiles and says "I will come when I want, you don't own me". The sentence hit me like a thousand ice needles hurled at me. I say to rainbow "But I love you, I ll take care of you, never leave your side". Rainbow replies "I never have loved you, I liked your company but never loved you". A gloom descends over the meadow temperature drops and ice begins to form of what recently was dew. Anger, sadness,frustration all combined together I begin to think all is lost and its irrecoverable.
The human psyche is a very tough nut to crack. Like the human body, the human mind to is very adaptive and regenerative. Just when you think all is lost and depressive thoughts loom the mind, the human mind summons some of the most holiest and helpful energies to its help. These are the energies that reside in darkest corners of your mind. Pristine white in appearance these energies have to appear in case the defenses fall and the soul is left alone in debris of the palatial mansion it once inhabited. These energies escort the soul like the lampades escort the vulnerable "Hekate". Drag the crying soul away from the carnage site in to the deepest layers of subconscience where a hut is built for the soul to regenerate and recuperate. It is not the palace with towers that it once was but "Crowned monarch better than his throne". What happens if kings throne is gone the king still lives. He lives to build another palace.
hmm so I was telling about the gloom that followed but the gloom is replaced by slow sunshine as the innermost energies arrive to rescue the soul. Slowly I can see the rainbow again, rainbow is not happy either. To Rainbow i say " Don't worry rainbow I am very fine, but will you be fine??"
Rainbow doesn't say a word but tears drop from its face. I feel sad for rainbow and then like the tempest unexpected words just spurt out like prophecy on way I predict to rainbow " Rainbow will find its rainbow soon". Leaving the rainbow I walk down the meadow but now its filled with beautiful butterflies and ladybirds. The meadow gives solitude and beatitude to me. The serenity that few have expereinced. As I walk away I look back and smile at the companion that was lost in time, a rainbow that was lost forever.