Recently a friend after reading the blog said "You are trying to portray yourself as a very emotional person which you are not. A wolf in sheep's clothing". Well I laughed it up at that time but later I thought on it. Really I am a wolf in sheep's clothing. I don't am not that caring person in real life that I make out in the blog. I am ruthless and churlish in behavior. Extremely short tempered and spew venom at suspicion of hostility.
Well on the other hand what i write is also something that feel. I am not making it appear a softie thing its really what i think. So it is also a part of me. Which one is true then
Am I wolf in sheeps clothing or sheep in wolfs?? Even I dont know. Only thing I can say is that I can write well and tend to flow away from reality when i write. So maybe i write what I aim to be in life. I want to be how i write. Dunno whether I ll ever be able to be like that but it will be a wish.
On reality side I am changing for nth time now. Again I am shedding some skin and changing stripes. I dont know why but suddenly I am becoming more naturally ruthless and unemotional.
I am losing the "guilt" that one has after you say something bad to a person. Pathetically boorish person I am metamorphosing in to slowly. I just dont care now. It may be a result of a string of recent incidences but its true, I am on my way to become a ruthless corporate person. I will fire people very nicely heheheeh. Hmm and I say i want to be emotional heheheh hypocrisy starts at home hehee. Well I have a crystal clear idea of what is causing this but I dont understand its purpose. Hmm well lets hear a song of relatively same meaning "Suddenly i see" from devil wears prada" Great song
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
URANUS
Hmm its been time I wrote an astro article so writing one now.
URANUS
Discovered by Herchelle so sometimes also called as "Herchelle". Uranus is the most different planet in the entire solar system. Astronomically Uranus is very different too its axis is titled at near 180 degrees so it appears to roll in the space as against most planets which move gracefully.
Further Uranus has no fixed orbit!!!!! It is so influenced by Saturn and Neptune that it changes its orbit lot of times. We can never predict accurately Uranus's position in space at a given moment. Uranus is mostly made up of gas and is very cold planet
Hmm now lets switch to the astrological part. Astrologically Uranus is known for its unpredictability, eccentricity and extreme para-normality. Just "URANUS IS NEVER NORMAL". Uranus is constantly looking for new horizons to see new things to learn. Uranus is the extremism in person, Uranus is genius or super dumb but never average.
If mars is sword Uranus is bomb
If Venus is poem Uranus is sensational ballad
If jupiter is PHd thesis Uranus is ripple causing research paper
If mercury is excellent oratorship Uranus is the power to control millions through speeches
If saturn is slow death Uranus is sudden uncontrolled death
Basically Uranus is extra polation of normalism in any field of application.
Mars is the warrior who will go on battle field with vigour Uranus is the mad scientist who can create weapons which kills 1000 soldiers in a blink
If Venus is the poet who writes " You are love my dear" Uranus is the poet which writes "Love actually is You"
If mercury is the wave that lashes at shore, Uranus is the storm that changes the shore for ever.
Extremely powerful planet Uranus needs to be studied in accordance with other planets and the degrees it makes wioth other planets
Trines with planets enhances their effect multi folds eg if mercury makes trine with Uranus then person is genius (Einstein has this)
90 deg,180 deg can create disasters for fast planets like venus, moon, mercury.
!80 degrees with venus indicate a sure shot troubled married life marred with dramatic situations. Extreme drama is also a sign of uranus influence.
Hmm I ll write more on uranus tomorrow
URANUS
Discovered by Herchelle so sometimes also called as "Herchelle". Uranus is the most different planet in the entire solar system. Astronomically Uranus is very different too its axis is titled at near 180 degrees so it appears to roll in the space as against most planets which move gracefully.
Further Uranus has no fixed orbit!!!!! It is so influenced by Saturn and Neptune that it changes its orbit lot of times. We can never predict accurately Uranus's position in space at a given moment. Uranus is mostly made up of gas and is very cold planet
Hmm now lets switch to the astrological part. Astrologically Uranus is known for its unpredictability, eccentricity and extreme para-normality. Just "URANUS IS NEVER NORMAL". Uranus is constantly looking for new horizons to see new things to learn. Uranus is the extremism in person, Uranus is genius or super dumb but never average.
If mars is sword Uranus is bomb
If Venus is poem Uranus is sensational ballad
If jupiter is PHd thesis Uranus is ripple causing research paper
If mercury is excellent oratorship Uranus is the power to control millions through speeches
If saturn is slow death Uranus is sudden uncontrolled death
Basically Uranus is extra polation of normalism in any field of application.
Mars is the warrior who will go on battle field with vigour Uranus is the mad scientist who can create weapons which kills 1000 soldiers in a blink
If Venus is the poet who writes " You are love my dear" Uranus is the poet which writes "Love actually is You"
If mercury is the wave that lashes at shore, Uranus is the storm that changes the shore for ever.
Extremely powerful planet Uranus needs to be studied in accordance with other planets and the degrees it makes wioth other planets
Trines with planets enhances their effect multi folds eg if mercury makes trine with Uranus then person is genius (Einstein has this)
90 deg,180 deg can create disasters for fast planets like venus, moon, mercury.
!80 degrees with venus indicate a sure shot troubled married life marred with dramatic situations. Extreme drama is also a sign of uranus influence.
Hmm I ll write more on uranus tomorrow
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Rain gods are distraught
Its not raining here!!!!!!! Just no rains. Farms have not even sown, rains have eluded region of maharshtra for a month now. With trategic month like july gone dry very little is expected in august. Well there is water shortage and so the municipal body has cut water supply by 20pc. Its bad situations.
Well many people are doing different things to appease the rain gods. Some of them are even marring donkeys to make it rain. Some are praying day in and day out. Yesterday it rained a little bit but it was nothing substantial.
Traditionally to summon the rain god "Varun" a raag called Malhar is sung. It is said that it can bring rains. hmm now I dont know how much truth is their especially in this arcane form of singing. Well whats harm in trying? Heres Raag Malhar. Ghan ghan mala. Its in marathi nice song
Well many people are doing different things to appease the rain gods. Some of them are even marring donkeys to make it rain. Some are praying day in and day out. Yesterday it rained a little bit but it was nothing substantial.
Traditionally to summon the rain god "Varun" a raag called Malhar is sung. It is said that it can bring rains. hmm now I dont know how much truth is their especially in this arcane form of singing. Well whats harm in trying? Heres Raag Malhar. Ghan ghan mala. Its in marathi nice song
Friday, July 25, 2008
Fun day
I had to supervise some plumbing work in my terrace today. Well I was not doing anything just overlooking what the plumbers were doing. I was all excited about watching what those people did and their tools and instruments etc. Well after 15Min's I had seen all new things and but expectedly got bored. I always get bored within 15-30min of absolutely anything. so started looking here and there from my terrace. Then I saw the Coconut trees in our garden. Huge straight trees with foliage at the top within coconuts hanging through the unique leaves.
My father has planted these trees when he was a teenager under the guidance of my grandparents. These are many other trees in my garden but these are special. Its almost like they have a personality and behave independent of us. So I had quite a time pass looking at trees than looking at those mundane plumbers. I only liked a new "threading" machine they had brought with them. It is such a pain-in-ass to do threads manually, I have done in workshop in first year of engineering. Their threading tools were awesome liked them a lot.
Some shots of the coconut trees for everyone to see. I suggest you click on second picture to see how wonderful the tree is really. My camera phone is quite effecient so got big images.
My father has planted these trees when he was a teenager under the guidance of my grandparents. These are many other trees in my garden but these are special. Its almost like they have a personality and behave independent of us. So I had quite a time pass looking at trees than looking at those mundane plumbers. I only liked a new "threading" machine they had brought with them. It is such a pain-in-ass to do threads manually, I have done in workshop in first year of engineering. Their threading tools were awesome liked them a lot.
Some shots of the coconut trees for everyone to see. I suggest you click on second picture to see how wonderful the tree is really. My camera phone is quite effecient so got big images.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Cushions Up
Many new age cars have a facility that in event of an accident the car pushes air bags to reduce damage inside and possibly to save lives. Well my fate is shoving air bags at me right-left and center. Hmm Well its like fate is saying "I had no other option forgive me", I have done that looong time ago.Many happy and joyful moments are thrown at me now. Well my sister and brother-in-law (to be) brought a cane swing for my house, I loooovvve it, I just spend a lot of tiem on the swing. I had visits from friends, relatives outings, lunches,dinners. Its long list, but there is a change really. I dont generally have such a social life, I am loner type of person btu suddenly many people are calling me all of sudden. Hmm fates way to heal me I suppose.
I saw "Batman:The dark knight" today. Amazing movie, perfect depiction of Batman as a human being and not some exemplary extra-human force. Liked it very much. Heath ledger has played an outstanding role as the joker. Well its sad that he died and didn't live to see the acclaims that he is receiving for his work. Such mysterious deaths remind me of Neptune the planet is known to cause such events in persons life. Well when heath died Neptune was changing signs, dont know I haven't seen his chart. Anyway its good to see that Heath is not romancing Maggie Gyllenhall in Batman. It would have been weird wouldnt it? first the brother Jake then sister Maggie hahaha. Would that qualify as "incest"? Dunno OK enough I am going a little overboard with this thing. Well Heath was wonderful actor the world saw his acting powress when he was alive in Brokeback mountain and even in his death in Batman: Dark knight. May His soul rest in beatific peace.
Batman:Dark knights theatrical trailer
I saw "Batman:The dark knight" today. Amazing movie, perfect depiction of Batman as a human being and not some exemplary extra-human force. Liked it very much. Heath ledger has played an outstanding role as the joker. Well its sad that he died and didn't live to see the acclaims that he is receiving for his work. Such mysterious deaths remind me of Neptune the planet is known to cause such events in persons life. Well when heath died Neptune was changing signs, dont know I haven't seen his chart. Anyway its good to see that Heath is not romancing Maggie Gyllenhall in Batman. It would have been weird wouldnt it? first the brother Jake then sister Maggie hahaha. Would that qualify as "incest"? Dunno OK enough I am going a little overboard with this thing. Well Heath was wonderful actor the world saw his acting powress when he was alive in Brokeback mountain and even in his death in Batman: Dark knight. May His soul rest in beatific peace.
Batman:Dark knights theatrical trailer
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I am priest to Rahu
Yup I am totally kneeling down,completely surrendered to Rahu now. Rahu has formidably,single handedly brought about so extreme changes in my life that I just cant comprehend it now. I am talking with a person and within an hour a decision is made amicably to completely severe communication with each other. This is Rahu-rahu at work, nothing is more idiosyncrasies than this manifestation of the shadow planet. Rahu brings out the secrets when least expected. Sadak pe lata hain Rahu . It is the planet unfazed even by the brazenly fiery sun. Rahu is a boon and a very bad anathema( a very powerful,heartfelt solemn curse). I have Rahu placed in Pisces ie meen at 28degree(ie revati-4 gandaant ) in 5th place (Vrischik lagna). Revati's master mercury aspects rahu by 7th aspect and makes near conjunction with rahus better half ketu. Mercury being deeply exalted aspecting rahu has made the Rahu-Rahu dasha a roller-coaster ride for me. Every pratyantar dasha had some new things to teach. Rahu-Rahu dasha has made me take decisions which were a far possibility just minutes ago. "I ll think", "i need time to ponder" etc is not allowed in Rahu. Split second decisions are the Rahus call. Well I have gained much much more than I have lost in Rahu-Rahu so I am not sad for the dasha at all.
Even as it nears its end in Rahu-Rahu-moon it still has the potential to shake the life out of me.
Well further 16years I ll be spending under the command of Rahu, though antardasha will change but still a rahu factor will remain in background. I am very apprehensive about how these 16yrs will go now. First 2 yrs were a shock to me (both good and bad shocks). I request Rahu to calm down and take it slowly, spare me the shocks pleeeeeaaaaasssssseeee.
Embedding "Navgraha Stotram". A song written 2000yrs ago by rishi Vyas in praise of the navgrahas. Its a sice on indian tradtion please hear it completely, its an insult to planets to leave it half heard.
Even as it nears its end in Rahu-Rahu-moon it still has the potential to shake the life out of me.
Well further 16years I ll be spending under the command of Rahu, though antardasha will change but still a rahu factor will remain in background. I am very apprehensive about how these 16yrs will go now. First 2 yrs were a shock to me (both good and bad shocks). I request Rahu to calm down and take it slowly, spare me the shocks pleeeeeaaaaasssssseeee.
Embedding "Navgraha Stotram". A song written 2000yrs ago by rishi Vyas in praise of the navgrahas. Its a sice on indian tradtion please hear it completely, its an insult to planets to leave it half heard.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Rainbow Lost
I always have visions corresponding to events in life. Had a very profound one in afternoon, very rare occurrence.
I am a meadow filled with nice grass all around waiting for someone to come. Nobody is coming and I am starting to grow uneasy. Finally over the horizon a rainbow appears. It is magnificent with its superb colours. Rainbow is one of the best creation of nature rivalled perhaps only by the Aurora Aurelius of north pole. Rainbow is clear pristine, actually it is not there but we can see it and feel the joy it gives. Rainbow in unfeigned,unguiled and unlike the "mirage" has no chicanery associated with it.
Hmm I see the rainbow and I run toward the end of horizon and start shouting,screaming, hooting, howling and neighing "Why are you so late?" I demand and answer. Rainbow smiles and says "I will come when I want, you don't own me". The sentence hit me like a thousand ice needles hurled at me. I say to rainbow "But I love you, I ll take care of you, never leave your side". Rainbow replies "I never have loved you, I liked your company but never loved you". A gloom descends over the meadow temperature drops and ice begins to form of what recently was dew. Anger, sadness,frustration all combined together I begin to think all is lost and its irrecoverable.
The human psyche is a very tough nut to crack. Like the human body, the human mind to is very adaptive and regenerative. Just when you think all is lost and depressive thoughts loom the mind, the human mind summons some of the most holiest and helpful energies to its help. These are the energies that reside in darkest corners of your mind. Pristine white in appearance these energies have to appear in case the defenses fall and the soul is left alone in debris of the palatial mansion it once inhabited. These energies escort the soul like the lampades escort the vulnerable "Hekate". Drag the crying soul away from the carnage site in to the deepest layers of subconscience where a hut is built for the soul to regenerate and recuperate. It is not the palace with towers that it once was but "Crowned monarch better than his throne". What happens if kings throne is gone the king still lives. He lives to build another palace.
hmm so I was telling about the gloom that followed but the gloom is replaced by slow sunshine as the innermost energies arrive to rescue the soul. Slowly I can see the rainbow again, rainbow is not happy either. To Rainbow i say " Don't worry rainbow I am very fine, but will you be fine??"
Rainbow doesn't say a word but tears drop from its face. I feel sad for rainbow and then like the tempest unexpected words just spurt out like prophecy on way I predict to rainbow " Rainbow will find its rainbow soon". Leaving the rainbow I walk down the meadow but now its filled with beautiful butterflies and ladybirds. The meadow gives solitude and beatitude to me. The serenity that few have expereinced. As I walk away I look back and smile at the companion that was lost in time, a rainbow that was lost forever.
I am a meadow filled with nice grass all around waiting for someone to come. Nobody is coming and I am starting to grow uneasy. Finally over the horizon a rainbow appears. It is magnificent with its superb colours. Rainbow is one of the best creation of nature rivalled perhaps only by the Aurora Aurelius of north pole. Rainbow is clear pristine, actually it is not there but we can see it and feel the joy it gives. Rainbow in unfeigned,unguiled and unlike the "mirage" has no chicanery associated with it.
Hmm I see the rainbow and I run toward the end of horizon and start shouting,screaming, hooting, howling and neighing "Why are you so late?" I demand and answer. Rainbow smiles and says "I will come when I want, you don't own me". The sentence hit me like a thousand ice needles hurled at me. I say to rainbow "But I love you, I ll take care of you, never leave your side". Rainbow replies "I never have loved you, I liked your company but never loved you". A gloom descends over the meadow temperature drops and ice begins to form of what recently was dew. Anger, sadness,frustration all combined together I begin to think all is lost and its irrecoverable.
The human psyche is a very tough nut to crack. Like the human body, the human mind to is very adaptive and regenerative. Just when you think all is lost and depressive thoughts loom the mind, the human mind summons some of the most holiest and helpful energies to its help. These are the energies that reside in darkest corners of your mind. Pristine white in appearance these energies have to appear in case the defenses fall and the soul is left alone in debris of the palatial mansion it once inhabited. These energies escort the soul like the lampades escort the vulnerable "Hekate". Drag the crying soul away from the carnage site in to the deepest layers of subconscience where a hut is built for the soul to regenerate and recuperate. It is not the palace with towers that it once was but "Crowned monarch better than his throne". What happens if kings throne is gone the king still lives. He lives to build another palace.
hmm so I was telling about the gloom that followed but the gloom is replaced by slow sunshine as the innermost energies arrive to rescue the soul. Slowly I can see the rainbow again, rainbow is not happy either. To Rainbow i say " Don't worry rainbow I am very fine, but will you be fine??"
Rainbow doesn't say a word but tears drop from its face. I feel sad for rainbow and then like the tempest unexpected words just spurt out like prophecy on way I predict to rainbow " Rainbow will find its rainbow soon". Leaving the rainbow I walk down the meadow but now its filled with beautiful butterflies and ladybirds. The meadow gives solitude and beatitude to me. The serenity that few have expereinced. As I walk away I look back and smile at the companion that was lost in time, a rainbow that was lost forever.
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